Breakdown

Right now I'm having a little bit of a breakdown - and blaming it on pregnancy hormones. Poor Corban is frustrated with not going and doing stuff and I just haven't been up to being out alone with him and of course Johnny has work to do and can't be with us all of the time. Right now I'm listening to him scream from his crib because he went to sleep fine, but I can't get him into his crib asleep anymore so he's voicing his opinion of me. Yesterday Diana had him a good portion of his waking hours and that was so helpful, and I thought today would be great because of that, but it's been even harder. This is one of those times that living so far away from family and friends is the hardest. I know if I was closer I would have so many of you to call on for help. I guess I need to just be willing to ask it of our church family here - I know they would all love the chance to help, but then again, I feel like I need to be spending as much time as possible with him before the baby is born because it's going to be even harder afterward. Well, I've calmed down a little - thanks for "listening" to my rant. I'm sure I'll snap out of it soon and things will all get back to normal - I hope :)